Hello everyone.
Today is my personal diary.
From now on, I would like to increase the number of such articles.
The reason why I decided to write such a diary today is that my senior, who is one year older than me, died. The senior was at the same university and was indebted to me.
My seniors in college were powerful and interesting people. Compared to other seniors and my friends, it was energetic, interesting, and very much loved.
After graduating from university, I became estranged from me, but I met once every few years. I often heard that I was married, did my job, and had a happy life. Meanwhile, I heard that he suffered from "leukemia". Although he was initially hospitalized, his symptoms seemed to be mild and he was a little worried, even though he thought, "He should be okay." After that, he knew that his symptoms had alleviated and he was discharged.
I heard his obituary only recently.
At work that day, I got on the train after working overtime and exhausted. Then, a friend of mine contacted me.
"XX senior died."
I was surprised to hear a voice on the train saying "What ?!". I couldn't believe that powerful senior died. I didn't know what was going on because I was so estranged after the covit-19 turmoil, but when I asked my friend what happened, I heard that it had recurred twice before I could meet. I did. He had recovered twice, and he believed that it would be okay, but he died as a result.
I was shocked and pondered.
The death of someone close to us is not the first time. My grandmother and grandfather died earlier. At the level of sadness, it's no better than when I was a grandmother or grandfather. However, the impact of the obituary was huge.
As humans grow older, their bodies become weaker, and it can't be helped if they die. It's different from when I was a grandparent who thought so. He was only one year old like me, and when he was a student he was the most powerful person to say and do to make everyone smile. Such he died.
This reminded me of this.
"People die regardless of age or strength in life."
That. I felt it again.
I haven't had a major illness so far. However, he may die in an accident tomorrow. If you break a big book and visit the hospital, you may be sentenced to life expectancy. I was keenly aware that such a grandiosity could actually occur.
At the same time
"I have to do what I want to do when I can."
I strongly felt that. I don't know what will happen in my life. I may die tomorrow. Even if it is safe tomorrow, I may die the day after tomorrow. It made me think about such a thing again.
It's true that I'm sad, even though I'm less sad than when I was a grandparent.
When I heard about my senior's death, I would like to remind myself that I have reconsidered it.
Don't forget what your senior taught you at the end.
Today's article ends here.
If you have something you want to do now, you should do it now.
There is no promised tomorrow.
RIP
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